Rain Breeds Lethargy
Mrm. Don’t wanna’ go to classes today. Already late to Geology; She doesn’t take roll, so fuck it. Only reason I sort of wish I would go is to see what I got on my test.
I’ll get it later, whatever. So now I’m just sitting in my car, listening to my iPod through the stereo. I could sit like this forever, I tell you. BUT, today I also have my newspaper classes, and those are important. Not academically, but personally. Murr.
“Oh love me
Oh kiss me
I’m laying on, western under the snow”
Ffff, feeling lonely suddenly. I cleared my system of meds for a week or so. Going back on ‘em starting today— Must have woken up three times last night. Weiiiiird dreams, but in the bad way.
It occurs to me that I have no socks for my shoes, which have multiple holes in them. But either I go commando in those or wear my sandals, which would make me look like even more of an idiot. Thinkin’ I’ll end up in the shoes. Maybe I’ll go to the mall after school and grab a pair of jeans and some undies. I am sick of having two wearable pairs of pants and digging through semi-dirty laundry like a skunk for the rest of my outfit. I should have more respect for myself than to wear unclean clothing. And, yeah. I need shoes without rips in them.
Man I feel anxious.
Maybe I’ll do those reference sketches for Yoko for our trade. It’s Vice, and God KNOWS how he ends up wedged in my notes anyway. XD Iunno’, he’s good for being a bitch. YAY DOODLING.
Mmmm, “Death Song”, nice and lamenty.
